Lappy Baru, P1, UTM

Wah da bersawang blog aku nih. Lame betul x bukak n x update. Sepanjang perpisahan antara ak n blog aku ni, bnyak bende dah terjadi. Contohnyaaaaa….jeng jeng jeng. Ak da ad laptop baru~ Asus N43SL, Multimedia Series tuu 8GB RAM, intel core i5.Ni ak ngah tulis blog pkai laptop baru la ni.hhahahhaahaah

Mr Affendi yg cadangkan n belikan kat aku. Aku pon puas hati la bub laptop ni dah la laju, pastu x lagging la lau pkai photoshop nan after effect. Ak dah ade laptop ni ape ag, masok game la! Hahahaha. First game ak install Spiderman Shattered Dimesions. Pergh! Style,grafik lawa….Gameplay smart. Tp slack senang sngat….Game ni zikri pon tumpang men skali

Pastu ak pomen2 la install software cam fotoshop, after efek, idm… Tapi ade skali tu ak pomen2 BAM! X leh start! Huhuuhu…pastu ak restore balik. Naseb bek boleh startup balek. Alhamdulillah~ naseb baek…. Ak dpat tau punca problem tu bub ak uninstall codec. Hmm…sejak peristiwa tu ak x berani nk maen2 pomen nan codec ag. Tapi ak maen gak skali aritu.kene lagi ,x leh start laptop…haha…


By the way ni la game yg da ade kat laptop ak buat mase skang ni. hepi ah aku.

Sehubungan dengan peristiwa dapat laptop baru,ak nan kawan ku, Aliudin Gotuwo, sepakat nan zikri,beli p1 wimax.

waaaa ak bole ckap p1 wimax ni laju jgak berbanding nan celcom nan maxis broadband yg ak pkai kat umah.Namun Apih yg sepatotnye nk share kongsi p1 nan kitorg x jadi share,die ckap p1 lembab, ad buffering youtube. Huuu ak x leh nk ckap ape la. Decision die. Mungkin die x penah experience broadband len kot. Celcom,maxis broadband yg cucuk kat laptop,bayar bulan2 okeh,boleh...tapi byar sorg2.plus lau ad masalah ko sorg je la yg handle. Mmg la utube buffer,tngok la bape org pkai,4 org,ko,ak,zikri,ali.mane x buffer.plus, mane la ade broadband provider kt Msia ni yg btol2 laju, xde lagging. Broadband standard arr lagging tngah2, or ujung2 bulan. Haha

Huhu itu citer2 gumbira. Citer sedih plak..psal performance ak kat utm ni. Ak da mula meragui ap yg aku ngah buat kt utm ni. Ak bukannya minat engineering ni. Ak minat seni computer. Bkan seni lukis tngan cat air tu. Ak x minat sngat… Ak study static, ie, math kjuteraan….mmg x masok kepala sgt. Ak pon da x minat blaja baru2 ni. Ape nk jadi nan aku… Haha da lame x meluahkan perasaan via blog..walaupon x rmai yg nak bace. Biasenye yg bace blog aku ni salim je.kukuku

Tapi biar la ak semaikan perasaan kat blog. Satu hari nanti ak bukak blog ni balik ak akan terkenang semula memori2 ak yg menyebabkan ak nk tulis blog post ni.

Okey that’s all assalamualaikum~

Chapitre 2 - Rêves, la foi et l'avenir

Title translation : Dreams, faith and future

 Assalamualaikum/Hello again~ 

So before I started blogging, I was kinda active in forums. I posted a lot in forums.

So, in this chapter I'm just gonna copy-paste what I wrote on my blog sections in Animax-Asia forum.

It's about my DREAMS, FAITH AND FUTURE

p/s : dreams,faith and future is the translation for rêves, la foi et l'avenir.And please let me know if you are annoyed looking at those french words in my blog

this is a glimpse of my blog post in Animax-Asia Community

I'm 18 and yes,I finished my final school exam and passed it with flying colours. So people,mostly my parents, family and close friends are expecting me to pursue for a further study in courses which seems noble to public, such as Degree in Medics, degree in Engineering , blabla....

However since I was a small kid, I was so enthusiastic and interested in arts. I draw a lot during my school years,especially in high school. There was this one semester which I used most of my time to draw manga for a competititon;I almost completely neglected my study---then I get a low pointer for that semester and I didn't win anything in the competition. I guess that's what you call kill two birds with one stone :(

Upon reaching the last year of high school,I am forced to choose my own career path---which is really hard for me to decide.

Sure,I really like to choose degree in digital arts or anything related to it.I even choose the job 'DIGITAL ARTIST' for my mock interview.Sadly, my family didn't really agree with it. They gave so many downsides of it(like low salary,etc) until I have to think twice about making that art thingy as my future career.

So now,after going through some tough and rational thinking, I decided to take the 'engineering' path. Shortly soon I will be pursuing Degree in Chemical Engineering somewhere in Malaysia.

But now,I still have some regrets. I feel like I'm turning down my dream. I even thought 'yeah art has downsides but wth?! engineering doesn't? etc' argh it's so painful.so many voices in my brain!!!

AM I NOT BELIEVING IN MY DREAMS?AM I NOT MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION?

One thing I'm sure of---I betrayed my dreams!
Now all I have is MYSELF and GOD to ensure that I can fix this mess up....

To anyone who somehow bumped into this blog and read it,I wish you the best in life,whether  you're fulfilling your dreams or not.If u dont understand what I've been writing~sorry.i'll improve my grammar eventually.thank you