Wednesday 1 March 2017

chapitre le lul

Think I've really done it. I wasted my life playing video games. Too stressed? Confused? Scared? Influenced by peers most likely. I dont know but I've thrown away too much time, money, dedication and energy on video games. . I'm not even rich but I'm buying all these games.

What an idiot.

I even ignored my parents. They love me so much. They are not giving up on me but I am uncertain, unfocused and just have no idea how I see myself in the next ten years or so.

And I'm still comparing myself to everyone else.

I DONT KNOW

Is video game even the real reason? Am I wrong? Am I not trying hard enough? I have to die?