Title translation : Dreams, faith and future
Assalamualaikum/Hello again~
So before I started blogging, I was kinda active in forums. I posted a lot in forums.
So, in this chapter I'm just gonna copy-paste what I wrote on my blog sections in Animax-Asia forum.
It's about my DREAMS, FAITH AND FUTURE
p/s : dreams,faith and future is the translation for rêves, la foi et l'avenir.And please let me know if you are annoyed looking at those french words in my blog
this is a glimpse of my blog post in Animax-Asia Community
I'm 18 and yes,I finished my final school exam and passed it with
flying colours. So people,mostly my parents, family and close friends
are expecting me to pursue for a further study in courses which seems
noble to public, such as Degree in Medics, degree in Engineering ,
blabla....
However since I was a small kid, I was so
enthusiastic and interested in arts. I draw a lot during my school
years,especially in high school. There was this one semester which I
used most of my time to draw manga for a competititon;I almost
completely neglected my study---then I get a low pointer for that
semester and I didn't win anything in the competition. I guess that's
what you call kill two birds with one stone :(
Upon reaching the last year of high school,I am forced to choose my own career path---which is really hard for me to decide.
Sure,I
really like to choose degree in digital arts or anything related to
it.I even choose the job 'DIGITAL ARTIST' for my mock interview.Sadly,
my family didn't really agree with it. They gave so many downsides of
it(like low salary,etc) until I have to think twice about making that
art thingy as my future career.
So now,after going through some
tough and rational thinking, I decided to take the 'engineering' path.
Shortly soon I will be pursuing Degree in Chemical Engineering
somewhere in Malaysia.
But now,I still have some regrets. I feel
like I'm turning down my dream. I even thought 'yeah art has downsides
but wth?! engineering doesn't? etc' argh it's so painful.so many voices
in my brain!!!
AM I NOT BELIEVING IN MY DREAMS?AM I NOT MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION?
One thing I'm sure of---I betrayed my dreams!
Now all I have is MYSELF and GOD to ensure that I can fix this mess up....
To
anyone who somehow bumped into this blog and read it,I wish you the
best in life,whether you're fulfilling your dreams or not.If u dont
understand what I've been writing~sorry.i'll improve my grammar
eventually.thank you
